{"id":5775,"date":"2025-09-27T09:40:51","date_gmt":"2025-09-27T08:40:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/time.amazingstory.blog\/?p=5775"},"modified":"2025-09-27T09:40:51","modified_gmt":"2025-09-27T08:40:51","slug":"my-dad-constantly-said-that-i-smelled-bad-and-forced-me-to-take-a-shower-with-the-soap-he-gave-me-until-one-day-i-discovered-it-wasnt-soap-at-all","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/time.amazingstory.blog\/?p=5775","title":{"rendered":"My dad constantly said that I smelled bad and forced me to take a shower with the soap he gave me \u2013 until one day I discovered it wasn\u2019t soap at all"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"800\" height=\"647\" src=\"https:\/\/time.amazingstory.blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/image-232.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5776\" srcset=\"https:\/\/time.amazingstory.blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/image-232.png 800w, https:\/\/time.amazingstory.blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/image-232-300x243.png 300w, https:\/\/time.amazingstory.blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/image-232-768x621.png 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>My dad constantly said that I smelled bad and forced me to take a shower with the soap he gave me \u2013 until one day I discovered it wasn\u2019t soap at all&nbsp;<img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\ud83d\ude32\" src=\"https:\/\/s.w.org\/images\/core\/emoji\/16.0.1\/svg\/1f632.svg\"><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\ud83d\ude32\" src=\"https:\/\/s.w.org\/images\/core\/emoji\/16.0.1\/svg\/1f632.svg\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dad always insisted on the same thing: \u201cYou smell awful, go take a cold shower. Here\u2019s the soap \u2013 only this.\u201d I followed his instructions without asking questions. The cold water cut my skin, and the smell of that piece was so strong that I felt dizzy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>With each passing day, I felt worse: weakness, dry skin, sleepless nights\u2026 Mom remained silent. She was always silent, which was strange \u2013 we used to share everything with each other.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/hayinfo.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/strannoe-milo2.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-45337\"\/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/hayinfo.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/strannoe-milo2.jpeg\"><\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I washed myself three times a day, but my father kept saying that I still smelled bad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>One evening, my boyfriend came over. I couldn\u2019t take it anymore and asked:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Tell me honestly\u2026 do I smell bad?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He laughed, thinking it was a joke, but seeing my serious face, he said no. Finally, I told him what was going on at home. Moments later, he went into the bathroom and came back pale as a wall, trembling, holding a piece of soap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Who gave you this?! \u2014 his voice trembled.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Dad\u2026 What?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He held his head in his hands:<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/hayinfo.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/strannoe-milo1.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-45336\"\/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/hayinfo.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/strannoe-milo1.jpeg\"><\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 This is not soap! Why did you wash with this? This is\u2026&nbsp;<img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\ud83d\ude31\" src=\"https:\/\/s.w.org\/images\/core\/emoji\/16.0.1\/svg\/1f631.svg\"><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\ud83d\ude31\" src=\"https:\/\/s.w.org\/images\/core\/emoji\/16.0.1\/svg\/1f631.svg\">&nbsp;Continued in the first comment&nbsp;<img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\ud83d\udc47\" src=\"https:\/\/s.w.org\/images\/core\/emoji\/16.0.1\/svg\/1f447.svg\"><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\ud83d\udc47\" src=\"https:\/\/s.w.org\/images\/core\/emoji\/16.0.1\/svg\/1f447.svg\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 It\u2019s used to treat and repel pests. It\u2019s an industrial product, not intended for humans!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The world blurred before my eyes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 What do you mean?.. \u2014 the words got stuck in my throat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He carefully turned the soap in his hands, showing the small print on the back of the packaging.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Look. Black on white: \u201cPesticide treatment.\u201d No wonder you feel sick.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/hayinfo.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/strannoe-milo.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-45335\"\/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/hayinfo.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/strannoe-milo.jpeg\"><\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I sank to the edge of the cold bathtub, its tiled surface seemed to pull me to the ground. My heart was pounding so loudly I could barely hear his words.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anger, betrayal, fear \u2013 everything mixed inside me into one knot. Why did my dad make me use this? Why was mom silent?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My boyfriend sat down next to me and gently wrapped his arms around my shoulders.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 We\u2019ll fix this, do you hear? \u2014 he said quietly. \u2014 You\u2019ll never use this again. I\u2019ll find out everything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But his gaze said more than words. There was concern\u2026 and something else. 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